Thursday, February 14, 2008
im confused, sad, and troubled now.
where to start.
okay first,
i recieved one whole big box of candies in the morning.
thought i was from him.
ended up i think it was from someone i didnt even know liked me!
i was like damn shocked.
didnt know he liked me all this while.
seriously.
when you dont have it, you want it.
but when you have it, you dont want it.
guess that applies to me.
im sorry but im a facist.
a really extremely facist one. you may scold me mean.but i didnt choose to be like this okay.i was born this way.
and i did the most stupid thing ever.
cause i thought the box of candies was from him at first,
i gave him the packet of cookies.
and ended up he didnt give me anything at all.
other than a balloon which was bought last minute.
all the while i stupidly thought he liked me,
but actually he was hesistant about it.
he didnt even know he liked me or not.
and cause i gave him the cookies,
he must have felt guilty and pressurized to give me a gift.
so he said he is going to give me one tomorrow.
but i dont want!
dont give me just cause you feel guilty that i gave you and you didnt give me.
its okay.
both my balloons are gone.
one balloon got lost.
the other balloon burst. T.T
does this mean we're not fated to be?you crushed my paper heart.
Y 7:57 PM